Today is the 20th Christmas in my life. This may not be as important in one point, but in the other hand, it's 2 decades of history. Looking back at last 19 to 20 years of my life or at least up to the point where I could recall, it really had been a long journey for me. From an early childhood to teen-days and now into the entrance of twenties, I can't even point out when my major change was throughout my life.
As I see the end of 08' close by, if there's anything that I made up my minds on, it's probably how to take care of myself. For last several years of my life, I lived with regrets thinking pondering my course of life. As immature as I was, perhaps all I wanted to do was to stay as a teen or even as a child all my life. However, with a realization as with my maturization, I came up with my new year's resolution.
It would perhaps be to take care of myself. That in fact, to take a full control of myself. I've been putting aside of things that I did not favor and wasted last 20 years of my life. So it would really be helpful if I could at least take control of managing the time and the effor that I put in things whether it's on the studies or working or even on exercises.
There are lots of things that I have in mind, but it seems like I'm having a little trouble with organizing thoughts at late night. Perhaps this is a good time to close.
As for my next entry, we'll hope that it's well organized entry rather than a rant/blunt.
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays
As I see the end of 08' close by, if there's anything that I made up my minds on, it's probably how to take care of myself. For last several years of my life, I lived with regrets thinking pondering my course of life. As immature as I was, perhaps all I wanted to do was to stay as a teen or even as a child all my life. However, with a realization as with my maturization, I came up with my new year's resolution.
It would perhaps be to take care of myself. That in fact, to take a full control of myself. I've been putting aside of things that I did not favor and wasted last 20 years of my life. So it would really be helpful if I could at least take control of managing the time and the effor that I put in things whether it's on the studies or working or even on exercises.
There are lots of things that I have in mind, but it seems like I'm having a little trouble with organizing thoughts at late night. Perhaps this is a good time to close.
As for my next entry, we'll hope that it's well organized entry rather than a rant/blunt.
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays
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Jaecie 2008/12/28 00:11 Modify/Delete Reply Address
Np bout everything. And yea you will probably do better next semester. The first year is usually kinda hard for freshies cuz everything is new so you have to adjust.
Your new year's resolution is a good one and I am glad our gonna try and stick to it. Everyone on the inside wishes to remain a child even if they wont admit it because it was a time in your life when you could be so carefree about things. But yes we do have to grow up and be responsible for our actions. However, we should still keep a little of our child like personality with us because that is what keeps life enjoyable and fun ^^.
Anyways I hope your Christmas was a good one and that you got some things that you wanted. Soon I am gonna be leaving for my trip and the days seem to be getting shorter. I guess I better get as much fun out of the trip as I can cuz when I come back it is time for school and I am gonna have to start workin too lol ^^;
ShaiZer 2008/12/28 11:35 Modify/Delete Address
i hope you make the best out of this trip and have fun while spending your time there. And since we have our classes together whether you have gotten in the japanese class or not, I will hope to see you soon.. or eventually. :] thanx for the comments btw